12 years and 364 days old.

Yes, I admitted my age. Now you see that I'm a pathetic, loner kid with no friends and no life of value. In the bathroom there, I looked into the mirror. A wave of emotions ran through me, loathe, despair, regret, agony and others. Tomorrow, is my thirteenth birthday. I don't know what to expect of it all. My stomach churns with fear and pain. I wonder whether my teenage years will be worse than my stupid "tweens". Stupid, because I was weird, overdramatic and "stupid". I tried to be myself but nobody accepted me. School was totally out of the picture. Nobody was going to accept me, whoever I was. So I tried the scene style. It was fun. But the scene girls on the internet rejected me because I was too young and I wasn't allowed to dye my hair. So now I'm on this path, I'm a rebel, an outcast. I could be fit into a one category in particular. Emo. I love emos, they are beautiful, inside and outside. Their poetry is so honest and their hair is amazing. I don't have emo hair. If I was allowed to, I'd have it for nearly a year now. I have the style but not the colour...my past isn't brutal or torn enough to sink into an isolated state. Well...I think I'm already in one now. What annoys me though, is that in England or America, you can decide to be emo and love it. You can have a huge gang of emo friends with the same music taste as you do and you can heal each other together. I know one girl, she loves emo music and she has emo hair. But she isn't usually sad. She's the only person I know who could be possibly fitted into an "emo gang". And she's a year above me. Of course, my Mum doesn't approve of that. Why am I starting off my blog from the start of everything? That's Liana. One day I tried to open up my feelings to Laura. I don't know why, she either felt uncomfortable with it, or she likes to be the one talking. She's a real chatterbox. She's fun to be friends with, but she doesn't compare to Lauren. I want to get closer to her than ever these days. She's nearly the most important person in my life. Certainly my sixth.
What I'm most worried about for my teenage years is, will I change myself to fit in and have friends? If I could see the future and I did that, I'd probably buy a shotgun to kill her, or my present self. Probably my present self. Imagine the pain that Lauren would go through if I wanted to replace her with some normal girly friends from school? She'd become suicidal probably. The direction I want my path to take most now is that Liana and I become really good friends. Mum will let me go into town with her again and maybe regularly. Maybe I could dye my hair, or maybe not because I'd feel so perfect in with the group. Not the group. The popular kids in school, but Liana's best friends. The ones that she goes into town with. I doubt that will ever happen though. The path is too cloudy for comfort. Maybe if I continue feeling unsafe and insecure like now it will turn out the first way. I'll try and steer it towards the second path. I could try and make better friends with Liana over Christmas and maybe I could make an attempt with going to town with Liana again. It's the only way possible. I'm glad blogging helped clear my mind. It's definitely a diary more than a public speaking.

So long and goodnight...

Christmas Tests

My life is so boring that it feels like it's been forever since my last blog, when it's only been two weeks. I'm not sure whether I mentioned the Christmas tests in my last blog, I had my Christmas tests, they went on for all of last week. I had nine tests, I got seven of the results back yesterday. Science - 97%, German - 96%, Maths - 94%, Business - 89%, Geography - 88%, English - 85% and Irish was 79%. I was really disappointed with my Irish but I did well in every other subject. I have my religion test tomorrow *-* I'll have all my results back by the end of the week. Ugh, I'm sorry my blog is so boring and emotionless. I'm very bored and very urgent, I only remembered while typing this that I have my religion test. I'm going to go as soon as 30STM aren't on K! anymore.

Long Live The MCRmy!

Ah so the time begins again when the MCRmy make a hashtag onto the Trending Topics again. Tonight, we are going to try and make #MCRmy a Trending Topic. I don't know why it's so random...I'm just gonna go with it.

I have to read 200 pages of Pride And Prejudice in two days .-.
I haven't got the results back from my History test yet D:< And I don't have Miss Kelly again until Friday. -.-* Hurry up damn Twilighter.

My Blogs are getting so boring -.- My Christmas tests are starting at the start of December. I'm trying to plan my birthday party but it isn't seeming to work out .-.

So what the current plan (of five minutes ago) was that I have the party On Saturday the 5th of December with Laura, Aisling, Michaela and Ailish to see New Moon for the second time. So on Sunday I'm going to see New Moon with Andrea. I hope THIS plan works out. Unike all the others...

So long and godnight...

Untitled.

My life is very boring and complicated. Two things that I've learned since the last post:

·I don't hate my family
·I fit in nowhere besides my third circle and my first circle.

I don't think I've explained my circles yet. If I have well you can just scroll down to the point where I skip two lines.
BTW I have my first follower <3 I'm so overjoyed :3 Somebody cares about me at least except for Lauren. I think she's the only one who fully understands me. Jeez I sound like one of those people who mock emos "nobody understands me". Ugh I'll just stop thinking about myself and how much of a retard I am and just get on with the post.
The first circle is the most important to me where I've developed the strongest relationships. This is my internet friends. Lauren in particular. My best friend in the whole world. I've known her for about a year and a half now. I've never had a stronger relationship with anybody else besides her. Other people in this include my Twitter friends: @carolineRAWR5, @Mcrmygirl25 and @mcrlife.
The second circle is the one my Mum prefers the most. This is of my little first year friends, Laura, Michaella and Ailish. Sometimes Aisling. I love Laura. We share a lot of the same taste. But I'm more into 21st Century alternative rock and she is for more older rock n roll. That's really cool :3
The third circle is my punk friends one. The one with Liana and all her friends. I've become better friends with Liana over MSN but I haven't been to town with her since that day...

If I get over 90% in my History test I'll be allowed to join Bebo! xD At long last ._.



I'm going to finish up the post here. I'm really not in the mood for talking about what happened in Foroige. I hate that place so much.

So long and goodnight...

Ieroween.

It's kinda strange that you can usually tell by the punctuation of the title what kind of mood I'm in. When it's one full stop it's usually a bad sign.

So this day started off great. I went to the cinema to see The Vampires Assistant with Laura Tierney. She was dressed really cool and my Mum thinks she sounds like a nice girl. Well, that's one friend that she approves of. The movie was terrific. I'm having trouble deciding whether it's better then Twilight or not. I'll be sure to add that to my "loves" on the few websites I'm on. That will multiply when I become 13. The cinema was the highest peak of my day.

So I had to bring Laura and Aisling out trick or treating. I was wearing the cool outfit Mum bought me yesterday. It consists of blue skinny jeans, a grey hoodie, a blue and black striped scarf with matching fingerless gloves. Whenever I Blog about how I dislike my family sometimes, it's because I'm in a tantrum. I really do love them all so dearly. Not just because she bought me an amazing outfit. lol. Back to the trick or treating story, it was just like any other trick or treating spree. Ring some doorbells, get some sweets. Next house: ring the doorbell get some sweets. Yeah that was it.
When we came back Dad challenged me to a game of golf on Wii Sports. I just couldn't decline a worthy challenge even though I hadn't playing in so long. It was a tough game. I had one bad hole in particular that destroyed my game. But Dad had two bad ones himself. His knowledge of the game is just too good. The overall score was Dad: +3 Emma: +4. I was quiet disappointed. I hadn't become so close to beating Dad in a long, long time.
The next segment of my day was watching a DVD. This DVD happened to be "The Butterfly Effect" which to my discovery, wasn't a horror film as expected. The theme of this movie goes as the main character Evan is in college and reads through his diaries which he wrote when he was younger. He was advised to write these journals from the doctor because he had this disease where he blackened out sometimes and doesn't remember what happens afterward. So where he's in college, he looks through the journals and discovers when he reads them out loud he can go back in time to the time of the entry and change the future. The movie is based on the small things that can change a whole person's future.
So another rise of my night was when the #ieroween party was on at Twitter. We got up high enough on the trending topics! My Tweepie @carolineRAWR5 Screenshotted it for me and posted it on Twitpic because I was watching the movie and the ime :')
After the #ieroween ness calmed down I went to Frank's Twitter page to see if he noticed the #ieroween party and if he was thankful or anything. It said that I wasn't following him! o.O When I tried to follow him it said that he blocked me from following him. Two emotions surged strongly through me when that happened the first one is much stronger: Heartbreak. He lets 52,000 other "perfect fans" follow him and not me? I don't spam him with love and stuff. I respect him and follow him and I get rejected? I still feel horrible from the disappointment. The second thing I felt was joy that he actually went to the trouble of blocking me. On my username.
Yesterday I got my braces tightened and the colours changed. They are blue and black. It looks much better then the red and black. The wire in the braces is far too long and sticks out the back against my cheeks. These two days have been torture. Every time I open my mouth it tears away a shred of my inside cheek skin. My cheeks will be left to nothing but ribbons if this isn't sorted out soon. Dad says he'll bring me in to see if it's possible to shorten the wire. Because I can barely eat, talk or yawn. Ouch yawning. Another hard part of the wire is that it's impossible to use mouthwash with the muscles of my cheeks tearing away...

So long and goodnight...

Just take me away. I give up.

Today wasn't a good day in the relationship between me and my Mum. We had two arguments today. Sometimes we don't have any in a week. It started off when we went to the shop today and I was looking at a hairstyles magazine and I pointed out a cool, short hairstyle. Then she started shouting at me in the middle of the shop. i was just asking. What's her problem? I asked. I wasn't saying that smoking was cool or anything. The second bad thing that happened was that this evening, Liana (Liana <3) texted me asking did I want to crash at her house for Halloween. So I asked Mum and I never heard her yell at me so hard. it was as if I said I was smoking with Liana at school. I can understand why she would scream at me for that. But I was just asking her? She said that if I keep asking her "stupid questoins" she'll ban me from going to Foroige, going on my laptop and my phone. What the hell is her problem? I can't believe I'm still crying now. This might have happened an hour ago, this might have happened five minutes ago. Time is just awkward at the moment. I'm just so possessed about time and age that I can't understand it anymore. I feel like I'm not like any other first-years. I'm almost broken away from everybody else. I feel like I'm another aged girl placed inside the body of a kid. I hate school. i hate my hair. I'm beginning to hate my family. Nobody understands me anymore except for Lauren. Whenever I'm down Laura and Aisling, my sisters, always sense it and annoy me to hell. I wish I could go there. It would take me away from my problems here. I don't understand how asking about things gets me into trouble. I've only asked about

-Dying my hair
-Cutting my hair short
-Getting snakebites
-Going to town with a second year
-Going to a second year's house

I never bring up discussions about drugs, or alcohol, or cigarettes. Everything I do is wrong to Mum and Dad. After I finish crying my eyes out and beating myself I'm going to keep my mouth shut until Mum and Dad finally realized I've grown up and matured. But unlucky them, I've done it without them. And I'm glad. Mum doesn't need to know my every thought. But somehow my Tweepies need to. I'm such a sad wreck.

So long and goodnight...

Yawn.

I don't think i blogged about the distresses of going to a daytime first year all-girls school disco. But before that I'm going to let you know that I just woke up from a nap. I'm still tired...why?
A few days ago posters were being put around the school for a first-year disco. At eleven to half twelve Dx Of course I was dreading it all week. It was a must-go thing. Class was suspended for the first years for them to go to the disco. So going was the only thing. Last night I had to run into Birthdays to buy a costume. The first thing I saw was a purple and black witch costume. I decided to add some accesories to make it a punk-witch thing. I looked disgusting. I'm going to upload a video to YouTube on it. In my personal opinion it was crap. Loads of people thought it was good. Laura and I didn't enjoy it cause there wasn't music of our taste. It might not have happened to you but it's extremely hard to enjoy a disco when you don't like the music. There was only one good song. Thriller by Michael Jackson :] That's all I'm going to say about it until the video is up. I got Kerrang! yesterday. I'm naming this issue the best magazine I ever bought. There was an Oli Sykes and a Rammstein interview. There was also a little section on Green Day, 30 Seconds to Mars and All Time Low. And if that wasn't enough, I screamed when I discovered the My Chemical Romance poster in it *-* It's amazing. I hung it above my bed and I giggled going to sleep I love it so much ///.^
I gotta go make movies.

So long and goodnight...

Laughter, there is no more laughter. Songs of yesterday now live in the underground.

Now the story is that I'm not just really busy. I'm really bored. So the main reason of this blog is just updating. Laura Tierney and I are going to enter a talent show in the Eyre Square Shopping Centre. =P We're going to do a duet of singing and playing the guitar xD We've decided on doing Before the Lobotomy by Green Day. Btw she's going to see them tomorrow in the O2 xD She must be dying now. She's a big Green Day fan. So that's basically all I have to say. Oh! This week's Kerrang! Looks AMAZING! -Must buy-
On Friday we're getting our midterm. Lauren and my Scottish friends (Mein Freunde auf Schottland ;D) got their midterm last Monday ¬.¬ Well, we get our Summer holidays a month before they do. And we go back two weeks after they do =P I prefer it the Irish way. IRELAND NEEDS A HOT TOPIC STORE! No doubt. Sure Chaos is cool. But it's nothing like Hot Topic is on the internet. In Chaos it is absolutely tiny. It gets clammy if there's three people in there. There's a few band t-shirts, band hoodies and some other style hoodies. Then there are accessories behind the counter. All the patches are under the counter. That's where I bought my two My Chemical Romance patches :]
So I've been planning two very important occasions that are coming up. Halloween and my 10,000th Tweet. Halloween will probably come first and my 10,000th Tweet shorty after (I'm very bad at typing numbers. I mean my ten-thousanth Tweet). I'm nearly at 4,200 and I'll be there by the end of this evening. So I estimate my 10,000th Tweet party will be sometime between Hallowen and my birthday (11th December). For my 10,000th Tweet party I'll just be inviting a few friends and we'll eat and Tweet. And listen to music of course :] That's pretty much for my 10,000th Tweet party. Imagine sometime in the future if I got to 1,000,000 Tweets o.o Wow that would be awesome as Lauren would say =D
For Halloween it's going to be very exciting. In the afternoon I'm going to see "The Vampire's Assistant" with Laura Tierney =D Then I'll go steal peoples sweets with Laura sister and Aisling. Then I'll watch a movie on my laptop when it gets really dark and scary >:D Not Twilight of course, I'll rent out a scary movie during the day.
Btw one of Laura Tierney's primary school friends goes to this school and she is the actual Twilight fan stereotype o.O She talks really fast in a high-pitched voice. She looks really cute and girlish. She has her schoolbag on her back and she carries a Robert Pattinson bag in her hand? She squeels whenever she sees a girl with a magazine with one of the cast in it o.O Since when do teen girl magazines not have anything related to Twilight in them?
Wow this "quick update" just turned into a really long rant.

So long and goodnight...

I'm dead. But it was worth it.

Today was AMAZING. But I am in so much trouble with Mum and Dad. How the trouble arose was when we were going out the door and she asked me how was Liana getting into town and I said bus and then she told me that kids my age are too young to be coming into town by bus and I said that she was in second year. I seriously got beheaded. Then when she saw Liana and her brother coming out of the bus she whispered in my ear "No, you're definitely not going into town with them again" After she left we went to Chaos. Liana and her brother (Conor) knew the guy who works there. I learned his name is Dave. We talked for a long while. He gave us a McDonald's coupon for us to get him coffee. While we were in McDonald's Liana, Conor and two of their friends (whose names I've forgotten already) got food. I didn't cause I had just brushed my teeth. Then we went to Eyre Square and sat on a wall. I was fifteen minutes getting on the wall and I had to jump off straight after I got on it xP Then Liana and one of the guys skated. That's basically how we spent one and a half hours. But that was the first time in a long time that I felt like that I fitted in. That I had good friends and was having a great time. Now Mum has to wipe it all away. I'm definitely not allowed to go out with Liana again. She might not even let me go out with Laura for a long, long time. She'll probably be blabbing my "misbehaviour" to everyone she sees. Thomas and Marie are coming over in a while and we're going to watch the wedding DVD with them. Laura Tierney and I want to enter a talent show ;D We're going to do a duet with singing and playing guitar. The songs we'd do would probably we 21 Guns - Green Day, Time of your Life - Green Day and maybe Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance if there is that much rounds in the competition. The winner gets 500 spending money for Corbet Court, our shopping center. Chaos is in there =D And the Apple Store o.o
Well I have to go and study for my business test on Monday.

So long and goodnight...

F-M-L.

I am officially not just sick of school, the uniform and the people. But now home is getting me. I'd seriously be planning to run away but I have a very low income and my iPod would run out of battery at some stage. And I also need to talk to Lauren. But I'd run out of credit in a day between Twitter and texting Lauren. I thought my life was bad before but it just got a whole lot worse.
In English I was bored. I doodled on my arm which happened to be with a red pen. One of the doodles was a line and of course I had to take my jumper off in basketball. When I came home, Mum spotted the line and she asked what was it. And of course Laura (sister) says "She did that to look like she cut herself" And then Mum and Dad started shouting at me making me wash it off and we had a big talk. Some of the phrases in the conversation went like "You're much too young to have these things going through your head" and this one stabbed me right in the heart: "It's probably one of your bands that are all cutting yourself" and of course Dad pretends he's playing the guitar and tries to sing "I'm gonna cut my wrist, cut my wrist, cut my wrist. Rock on woo!" I nearly started crying there. How DARE they. They won't even let me have a reflection moment in my room. I now have to sort out Dad's iPhone. And also tomorrow when I'm meeting Liana and her friends Mum is going to have to meet her. She's much too overprotective. Even people my age. I've grown up. Without her. I feel like there's going to be a big talk coming up between me and her. Between the doodling, my Halloween costume and what Liana and her friends look like. She's probably thinking that I'm turning into a goth. I'm seriously going to throw a tantrum if she does that. I haven't thrown a tantrum in years. I'll explain all I've said. From my point of view. And if she thinks I've grown up because my best friend is three years older then me and she can SUCK IT.
So I didn't get on the student council board. Well kinda. I'm the second sub. And the only way I'll get to go to a meeting is that if the two of the people on the board (Fiona and Abby) are sick on the certain day of the month that a meeting is on. If the two of them are sick. I won't even get to have a say if I go. But after the short intro meeting which I surprisingly got to go to, Ms Reynolds said that my posters were amazing =D That was the only good part of the day. Well I'll get to the second good part in a minute :] Michelle actually cried that she didn't get on. From what I saw, she didn't put a whole load of effort into it. She spent about five euro on Haribo. She put three Haribos in a bag filled with air and handed them out. I guess she was just in shock because she expected to get on because she has loads of friends.
Basketball was great today. I got to pick teams :] I picked a very good team I must say =D We won by a load :] I hope I get on the A Team >.<
So I got to go to Foroige soon. Bye!

So long and goodnight...

Quick update

I was just talking to Lianna on MSN. We had a lovely long conversation :] So I'm going to copy and paste what happened:

[a=1][c=4]M.MCR[/c] has [c=6] Restless Heart Syndrome (L)[/c][/a] says: (20:21:51)
Is there anybody in your year who likes the same music as we do?

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:22:10)
nope

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:22:28)
there anyone in your year

[a=1][c=4]M.MCR[/c] has [c=6] Restless Heart Syndrome (L)[/c][/a] says: (20:22:46)
The girl who was with me yesterday and that's all.

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:23:46)
yup bearly anyone that is like me goes to taylors but i gots all my friends outside off school that are like me

[a=1][c=4]M.MCR[/c] has [c=6] Restless Heart Syndrome (L)[/c][/a] says: (20:24:04)
Cool :D

[a=1][c=4]M.MCR[/c] has [c=6] Restless Heart Syndrome (L)[/c][/a] says: (20:24:16)
What school do most of them go to?

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:25:12)
endas

[a=1][c=4]M.MCR[/c] has [c=6] Restless Heart Syndrome (L)[/c][/a] says: (20:27:03)
Ya somebody I know goes to endas and she says that there are loads of people like us there.

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:27:23)
yer there is

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:30:00)
u should come in to town with me someday you could meet all my friends

[a=1][c=4]M.MCR[/c] has [c=6] Restless Heart Syndrome (L)[/c][/a] says: (20:30:10)
Yeah that would be great :D

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:30:47)
lll only be going in on saturdays ill be in this saturday if u want to come

[a=1][c=4]M.MCR[/c] has [c=6] Restless Heart Syndrome (L)[/c][/a] says: (20:31:30)
I'll try :D

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:31:41)
awesome

liana loves brendon urie says: (20:33:16)
i gtg bye
[a=1][c=4]M.MCR[/c] has [c=6] Restless Heart Syndrome (L)[/c][/a] says: (20:33:22)
Bye

I actually died.

So long and goodnight...

Dear Liana

Operation MCR - complete! It went AMAZINGLY well! But I'll come to that after I yatter about how the campaigning went today.
In the morning I put more cards into people's lockers. Most of my posters got taken down. There are only six remaining. And that will probably be even less tomorrow.
At lunch some of the candidates were giving out Haribo and cupcakes! o.o Others also hung up unproffesional posters. One was a page ripped out of a copy saying "Vote 4 Mabel she rox" I loled.
With every two nice voters comes a hoe. And the hoe of the day is this blond retard who yelled "Don't vote for Emma she has AIDS!"
So I'm quickly going to get on to what happened after school.
Laura and I rushed outside, dawdled and waited for Liana* (**previously spelt Leanna I know.) to come. When she arrived I plucked up the courage to compliment on her MCR t-shirt. Of course when I was GETTING HER MSN! Maria embarrasses it all. "Who's this?" she squeeks "Oh my God do you like My Chemical Romance?" looking at the t-shirt "You're just like Emma. Are you in first year?" And asks all these stupid random questions. So I actually got her MSN and her phone number. In fact I'm talking to her on MSN now! She's really nice :] her dp is a brilliant picture of Frankie xO
So much homework so little time.

So long and goodnight...

Posters xP

This morning I hung up all my Student Campaign posters. On the bus people were laughing at me. Except for Shauna believe it or not. Throughout the day I got very good feedback from other first years. That my posters were good, my ideas were good and all that other stuff. But somebody ripped down one of my posters because she says that "If she gets on the Student Council she'll have a fundraising disco with Selerno and the Bish" And instantly that's a vote from all the girls who heard because the Bish is an all-boys school. But at least I have more positives then negatives, right? Laura and I are going to see The Vampires Assistant on Halloween =D I'm really excited ///.^ After school I was definitely going to confront Leanna. But Laura took ages at her locker. I was standing right beside Leanna. She was changing her top to a Korn one. :( I was but I was too scared on my own. If Laura was even standing beside me I would have asked (and I am going to tomorrow) well, I would have said that she has to coolest taste in music ever and if she has MSN we should talk sometime on it. Tonight Dad and I are going to work more on our campaign. I really hope all my hard work pays off.

So long and goodnight...

Kerrang! Relentless Energy Drink Tour 2010

I got Kerrang! this morning and I started reading it on the floor in Eason's. I really want to go. I love All Time Low and The Blackout. But because I'm going to Paramore only a month before.
So today is Saturday and yesterday, as usual I was at basketball after school and Foroige at eight o clock to ten. My review on myself is that I'm pretty good at dribbling the ball, passing and blocking but I am hopeless at shooting. I can't get it into the hoop for the life of me. When I came home from basketball there was a package up next door! I nearly wet myself xD My first My Chemical Romance t-shirt :] to go with my two hoodies, two patches and ten badges. And that's just all the wearable stuff...does a calender count as wearable?
It's black with teeths with the MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE The Black Parade logo in red. At the back it says "MCR N.J From Bullets to Black We Survived Them All" In fact I'm wearing it now :]
Foroige was as expected, nothing special. But we should really appreciate the adults running it. Most of the kids there are very rioty and uncivilized.
So today I woke up at ten o clock to go to town. I wanted to smell Nina Ricci's new perfume "Ricci Ricci" Which is gorgeous :] The main reason I went to town though was to print off my campaign posters.We weren't able to print them in the camera shop, the woman at the til advised us to go to the internet cafe. One euro a print! RIP OFF! So we went to Curry's and they didn't have the ink cartridges in stock. Then when we finally got ink in PC World, Mum was infuriated. I printed off the posters and I was happy. So then I was behind schedule because I had to give Nana a crash course on computers. I showed her how to turn it on, how to copy items from a disk, how to watch episodes of Coronation Street on TV3.ie, how to connect to her broadband and how to log into her email. I hope she remembers =P Then we went to UP in the cinema. It was BRILLIANT! It made me cry, it made me laugh and it made me feel just downright happy. Five stars xD While I was in the movies I decided that on Halloween I'm going to see the Darren Shan movie with Laura =D
So that pretty much brings it up to the present.

So long and goodnight...

Dearest Leanne...

You should all...oh wait I have no readers. Damn this.

-take 2-

You should all be so proud of me for completing the next two goals for trying to be friends with the cooly girl :] (lol when was the last time that word was used?)
So I found out she's in second year and her name is Leanne. I found out off Linda who is at my bus stop. She's in her class :]
Why I asked Linda was because when I was going to to maths today I saw "Leanne" coming out of there. Then a few people after her I saw Linda and I was nearly hysterical xD I was thinking of actually going up to her and asking her what year she's in =P If I'm going to approach her I'll just complement her ;) I was at a table quiz today. Dad is going to be so proud that the three politics questions there were I got them all right. "What does NAMA stand for?" I nearly squeeled out of my seat. National Assets Management Agency ///.^ and the two others were "Who is the minister of education" and there was a picture round where we pointed out who was in the picture. Enda Kenny was in one of them :] SO WAS EDWARD CULLEN!=O
On Friday there's going to be a nominations for the student council. At the bus stop Roisín was like "Vote for me!" and I asked her why and she just said that she's...a happy person and very easy to talk to. I said that "This election is for Student Council. Not for Guidance Councilor. Run for it if you want to do stuff that the student council wants." I still have to make posters for my campaign :( I really hope I get through the nominations on Friday. I definitely have Laura's, Michealla's, Ailish's and Catya's vote :] I'm having spaghetti tonight ;D I should do my homework now -.-
FML

So long and goodnight...

Busy busy busy >.<

I can't believe I've been so busy I haven't had time to Blog so I'm going to do a summary on the past few days...

Friday: I went to Foroige and it was way better then last week. We played games and Mum let me wear my MCR hoodie. I met a girl called Danielle there whose sister loves My Chemical Romance =3

Saturday: I went to Abby and Jamie's wedding =D The traffic was mental and Nana was having a hyperventilation attack in the car. The mass was supposed to start at two put started at twenty five to three. Madness. I wore the dress that I'm going to wear for Halloween. (///.^) I sat with Lauren and my other Flanagan cousins at the afters. Lauren has such a cool camera O.O I want it >.< other ="D">.< Laura and I watched the TV in the room for a while after that until a naked lady came up. Of course Laura enjoyed that.

Sunday: Relaxation day. We got a takeaway because Mum was so tired =D

Monday: I had so much homework. I barely had time to flippin Tweet! Nana went to PC World and bought a laptop. I helped her pick it out =3

Tuesday: The bus was late for school today because of the traffic. We had a history test and I've probably failed it. (FML) We were supposed to have a practical today in music but most people forgot their instruments so we couldn't do it -.- But then I left my guitar in SPHE class. Laura and I are officially half-stalking the cool girl from my first Blog. Our current goal is to find out what year she's in. I had talked to Laura before about her but when we were waiting for music she kinda hung around for a few minutes where we were waiting. Laura spotted her waiting a Green Day necklace and Laura was like "OMG! You just can't let taste like that pass. You just can't."
Dad got an iPhone today!!! I've been waiting ages for this! I might have Blogged about it but I was really excited for it. Dad was getting really frustrated at it because we couldn't figure out how to open it xP Dad then shooed me to do my homework and that's what I'm doing atm. I'll try to Blog more often once I get my life organized. I'm making about five different movies at the one time and I have to help out with a new laptop, two new phones, do tonnes of homework and still keep in touch with my best friend Lauren. Who I don't see in school.

So long and goodnight...

I've just come back from the youth club I go to every Friday. It was okay.
So today was BRILLIANT because Andrew from the What I Think show on YouTube put ME in his latest video! The first segment of Ask Andrew I'm at the end the one that goes "Hey Andrew it--" and then it's cut off :(

I'm going to my aunt's wedding tomorrow so there'll be a big blog on Sunday evening. The girl from my first blog seems to be haunting me xP I see her so often. She's so beautiful and mysterious. I know for a fact she's not in first year and she's too short to be in junior cert or transition year.

Mum's making me go. I'd be writing a really long blog but.. ¬.¬

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I'm going to go for Student Council Election xD But I don't think I'll get elected. I have only one friend in my own class who'll vote for me. And that's Laura. She was helping me take pictures after school today. There are about three people running from my class and three of them are really popular. Anybody who's ever run for election tell me how to win? :/ I might bring in a loads of Smarites on election week xD Video of the day! This election is reminding me a bit of a movie I might have seen...in the election there are seven girls, the dark girl who is very annoying, a nerd, the punk music freak who is kinda nerdy and the popular girls =P I'm going to go on the other laptop in a few minutes to make a poster. Ugh my Mum just gave me a lecture about dying my hair. I'd pay for it myself! Seriously...Oh a second year commented on my Taylors Hill video :] I want an invite to Google Wave >.<

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Hello Blog. I haven't Blogged in ages >.< Between today and yesterday I watched the Google Wave video and I LOVE it. I can't wait to start using Wave. It's so different to IM and it looks so easy to use. There'll be no more MSN or boring email. The Wave is so cool! n.n

So this morning Laura had her phone on her lap in the hallway and the vice princepal came walking past. She took Laura's phone off her! =O >:| the meanie. We're only a month in school and she could have given her some slack. At lunch there was this thing were in my year you should go and you have "fun". Fun was not the word for it...
Yesterday at the mass I was playing my guitar. I love playing :] Even though I'm terrible I love it xD You can see a video of me playing on my YouTube channel. Did I already say that? Balls.

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Update

I was too busy to blog yesterday =O (shocked) I was too busy to even Tweet over ten times! I was at Andrea's house and before that we were in town. We spent ages in Boots trying on perfume xD My favourite out of the ones we tried was "Touch of Pink" by Lacoste. Andrea's neighbours really annoyed her because they were teasing her that she was going out with Colin and she wasn't. I made her play the scary maze game and she nearly wet herself x] Welcome to the Black Parade is on! =D When we were in town yesterday Dad was in the O2 shop trying to buy the iPhone but they're out of stock until Wednesday :( Now he's just considering it. I'm doing all I can to get him to buy the iPhone. I'm going to do loads of research. I've been wanting for ages for him to get the iPhone. Ever since I wanted to but it with my confirmation money in March but discovered to my dismay that the iPhone on PrePay is four hundred and something euro. o.o I'm currently trying to upload a YouTube video I've been working on three days straight.

So Long and Goodnight...

Brand New Eyes and Kinda New Hair =D

Brand New Eyes is amazing! =D I love the iTunes LP. My favourite songs from it are "Brick by Boring Brick" and "All I Wanted" I need to learn how to play Misguided Ghosts on guitar. I'm currently listening to Playing God. I have BNE on my iPod and Brick by Boring Brick is my new ringtone xD I nearly know most of the songs now :] I am LOVING this new album.
Anyway about my hair, it's pretty nice :] If the Twitpic app is working then you should see me and my new hair. And another one of me, my new hair, my old(ish) iPod and my new album :] I rank BNE 4.5 out of five because most of the songs sound very similar and also very similar to those on previous albums. Unlike My Chemical Romance's The Black Parade where each song is completely from the last. I just went up to my old school to see some of my friends who are still there :C I love that school so much >.< I prefer it to my new school. There are no uniforms there, no lockers and you get to speak Irish most of the time :C

Badababababadababababadaba

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YouTube Yanter

It's half nine GMT. I would not be getting up this early on a normal day off. But school completely ruined my sleeping pattern. My hair is a complete haystack and I'm getting it cut today. I'm probably going to town with Andrea tomorrow. Andrea's my friend who stayed back a year two years ago. I just realized there, out of my five best friends only two of them are in my year and only one is in my class. I think this blog is just a really long Tweet for me. Famous Last Words just ended Dx next song is...Into by BFMV. Okay, not half good as Famous Last Words though u.u I'm currently making another YouTube video. I have loads to make. And I don't know what it is but videos take like five hours to upload now and not forty-five minutes like they used to. Speaking of YouTube I've also decided that =3 is now my favourite YouTube show. Yep. It was a long road but Ray finally got to the top beating Fred, Shane Dawson and What the Buck. If Shane Dawson put up videos more regularly he'd probably be my favourite. Lucas Cruikshank seems to be running out of ideas. He only seems to be uploading videos like...once a month. And they usually aren't brilliant. Fred's most recent video "Fred goes Fundraising" is pretty good actually. My favourite episode of Fred is pretty good actually. What the Buck is very funny but most of the shows he reviews are ones I don't watch. The only show I've seen him review that I watch is the X-Factor. One of my many dreams is to become the most subscribed woman on YouTube kicking Venetian Princess's ass >:D Cemetery Drive came on! =D I wrote that song all over my English book when in a story The little boy said cemetery I put an asterik beside it and wrote the lyrics all around the page :] I'm in the front row so I don't know how my English teacher didn't notice xD That's all I have to let out for now. I'll blog about my hair later.

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M's Random Yatter

Hello, people of Blogger and friends. I've decided to join this website because on my new phone I can post pictures directly to Blogger and videos directly to YouTube (my YouTube) A few things about me: I'm addicted to music. Particularly My Chemical Romance. The greatest band of all time. They are my life and love and if you find that worshiping Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Ray Toro, Frank Iero and Bob Bryar is scary then leave please. The biggest bit of news I have on my mind is that I'm going to see Paramore the day after my birthday in December! =D Now on to more recent stuff...
I've recently started a new year and it's not as good as I expected it to be. My friends are thinking of suing me for putting them on YouTube. I have a reputation for being gullible and so Miss Her Lordship Shauna was trying to make me believe that it's illegal to put people's faces on the internet without their permission? xD WTF? Today as I was coming out of school I saw a girl who had cool hair, cool wristbands and she had taken off her uniform shirt and jumper to reveal a My Chemical Romance t-shirt. I just had to stay their and =O She's one of the only people I've ever seen besides myself wearing My Chem merch. So I'm just going to say that I went up to her and said "I love My Chemical Romance too!" I looked and sounded like a total fangirl of some sort -.-* she looked me up and down I could see what was going through her mind "hmm...no Converse. Wearing uniform shoes. Light brown hair. Maybe it's natural. Is she cool? Probably not" so I just said "Just saying..." and left. >.< FML.
I have a feeling I'm going to be very active on Blogger. I'm very active on Twitter and YouTube also. While I'm here I might as well add a video onto this. Ok it takes to long I'm going to give up.

So Long and Goodnight...