Friday, October 16, 2009

F-M-L.

I am officially not just sick of school, the uniform and the people. But now home is getting me. I'd seriously be planning to run away but I have a very low income and my iPod would run out of battery at some stage. And I also need to talk to Lauren. But I'd run out of credit in a day between Twitter and texting Lauren. I thought my life was bad before but it just got a whole lot worse.
In English I was bored. I doodled on my arm which happened to be with a red pen. One of the doodles was a line and of course I had to take my jumper off in basketball. When I came home, Mum spotted the line and she asked what was it. And of course Laura (sister) says "She did that to look like she cut herself" And then Mum and Dad started shouting at me making me wash it off and we had a big talk. Some of the phrases in the conversation went like "You're much too young to have these things going through your head" and this one stabbed me right in the heart: "It's probably one of your bands that are all cutting yourself" and of course Dad pretends he's playing the guitar and tries to sing "I'm gonna cut my wrist, cut my wrist, cut my wrist. Rock on woo!" I nearly started crying there. How DARE they. They won't even let me have a reflection moment in my room. I now have to sort out Dad's iPhone. And also tomorrow when I'm meeting Liana and her friends Mum is going to have to meet her. She's much too overprotective. Even people my age. I've grown up. Without her. I feel like there's going to be a big talk coming up between me and her. Between the doodling, my Halloween costume and what Liana and her friends look like. She's probably thinking that I'm turning into a goth. I'm seriously going to throw a tantrum if she does that. I haven't thrown a tantrum in years. I'll explain all I've said. From my point of view. And if she thinks I've grown up because my best friend is three years older then me and she can SUCK IT.
So I didn't get on the student council board. Well kinda. I'm the second sub. And the only way I'll get to go to a meeting is that if the two of the people on the board (Fiona and Abby) are sick on the certain day of the month that a meeting is on. If the two of them are sick. I won't even get to have a say if I go. But after the short intro meeting which I surprisingly got to go to, Ms Reynolds said that my posters were amazing =D That was the only good part of the day. Well I'll get to the second good part in a minute :] Michelle actually cried that she didn't get on. From what I saw, she didn't put a whole load of effort into it. She spent about five euro on Haribo. She put three Haribos in a bag filled with air and handed them out. I guess she was just in shock because she expected to get on because she has loads of friends.
Basketball was great today. I got to pick teams :] I picked a very good team I must say =D We won by a load :] I hope I get on the A Team >.<
So I got to go to Foroige soon. Bye!

So long and goodnight...

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